miércoles, 18 de junio de 2014

There's times when you used to have everything, the world at your feet, health, beauty, power...just one little step more and all you ever wanted is yours...but instead, that little step forward turnes out to be backwards...power is gone as fast as you switch off a bulb...beauty ja what was all that fuzz about? In fact what the hell  is that? Health...worse than ever...and hey! What about the world? Naha not at your feet anymore...but above. I still have one thing that I didn't...love and that is the most powerful force in the world...is just so frustrating...why now? Why when i have absolutely nothing to give? Why when finally comes someone on the way that is so much worth it...that deserves my all but I'm not able to give more than enough...simply not...someone that is knowing me at my worse my lowest peak and still finds me beautiful, still loves me and apreciates what I'm able to give. It makes me so angry it frustrates me makes me think of the world a little bit unfair with those who deserves nothing more but the best. Not me...I don't consider myself as a person who deserves everything...but one that has to give everything...Time will tell and time has always been my friend...my dearest friend.